scars / pain / time / whatsoever...

not two, you'll have more scars.
and your pain is scary.
because the pain comes and goes
but stays the same
pain is pain.
even if you don't feel it for a while
...
having verbally or bodily contact
emotionexchange
when you're lost in conversation or in love
or when taking pillules, drinking alcohol or eating delicious...
it helps temporarily.
you forget the pain, you forget time.
another world, another dimension.
but...
you'll feel it more than quadruple afterwards.
cause then you're aware of time,
you're aware of the pain.
and aware of the pain you weren't aware of at that time.
quadruple...

no, not scary anymore.
you get used to it.
but the pain stays, whatsoever
...